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inner_outer_split [2026/07/10 23:55] – created neilwinterburninner_outer_split [2026/07/16 23:29] (current) neilwinterburn
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 I’m sat here in the ultrasound waiting room with four other men, older than me but with a similar shaved head, bit of stubble, bit of a belly, not quite sportswear not quite casual, they're more in their 50’s, a couple with their wives or girlfriends. We've all got a similar posture steadied, looking casually into the distance, even if me and one guy are trying to look more casual with one leg crossed. I can feel the emotional energies and it's not all bad, it's musical, there is dissonance but flocks of sounds passing through each other, changing each other, I could feel it if I reached out. But here I am with these men and I dont want to wierd them out or make it all about me so I’m sitting normally, in a way that stops me being too sensitive to the situation.  I’m sat here in the ultrasound waiting room with four other men, older than me but with a similar shaved head, bit of stubble, bit of a belly, not quite sportswear not quite casual, they're more in their 50’s, a couple with their wives or girlfriends. We've all got a similar posture steadied, looking casually into the distance, even if me and one guy are trying to look more casual with one leg crossed. I can feel the emotional energies and it's not all bad, it's musical, there is dissonance but flocks of sounds passing through each other, changing each other, I could feel it if I reached out. But here I am with these men and I dont want to wierd them out or make it all about me so I’m sitting normally, in a way that stops me being too sensitive to the situation. 
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